What do Agents Do Anyway?

17/72 Rejections - This isn't going to well for me...
I've been looking for an agent for my book. I know it's a dream and this story is so important to me that I cry at night wanting to tell it to the world! I've been rejected again and again. I get it, my story doesn't appeal to them. With the world falling apart under my feet I wanted one last try to reach out and live.

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